The Physical Signs.

Sweaty palms.

Nervousness.

My heart beating fast.

Restlessness.

Euphoria.

My mind focused on absolutely one thing.

The same scenes playing out over and over in my mind.

I felt like a textbook specimen, but there was absolutely nothing I could do.

I lost control. I smiled, and thought to myself, I can let this control me, or I can smile and let the chips fall where they may. I will keep my cool.

It was the most difficult thing to say that night, I'll be leaving now. But I was so much more proud for being able to.

But it's time to get acquainted with some hobbies again! :)